I guess it would be the last entry here.I hate to part. I really hate to part. I want you badly. I need you so much.I was living in self-denial for the past couple of years.I was actually feeling happy. So much so that I have forgotten about the fact.I so much want to be with you forever. I was head over heels in love with you. You are the only one I want to start a family with.You gave me the love I need. The concern I need. And the attention I wanted.Never ever can I see you as a friend. Never ever. The only way is to leave you forever. But do you know how much it hurts to want to leave you. I do not want you to vanish from me. I want to be updated about yourself. I want to stay by your side forever. I want to be your support forever. I want to be the first to hear your good news. And bad. I want to be your forever.I have nothing left to say.But I cannot bear to hit the 'publish post' button.Because after this, I will not be blogging here anymore.I really really really want to be yours. And you to be mine.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
10:36 PM